• YES YOU!
• You are the one who makes me smile everyday
• You are the one who makes my heart beats faster like a drum
• You are the one who gives me reason to wake up every morning
• You are the reason why I laughed 
• You are the reason why I am eager to get what I want
• You are the reason why I still keep fighting here in this world though Im so tired
• You keep me strong
• You make my world so wonderful
• You enlighten my dark world
• You are my angel who always guide me..
• You are my prince that will saved me in my fairytale
• You are my Love that I will love FOREVER
• You are my EVERYTHING here in this world..

And I want to say this to you.. That I REALLY LOVE YOU..

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I’ve never fought with another person as much, but I’ve never been as crazy about another person as you. We argued, but learned new things from each other. We fought because we cared enough to fight. Maybe I was meant to meet you. Maybe meeting you was the best thing to ever happen to me. Maybe you changed my life and the way I think about things for the future. Maybe it took losing you to realize all of this.

Hearts ease.

You ain’t nothing but a vulture, always hoping for the worst, waiting for me to fuck up. You’ll regret the day when I find another guy, who knows just what I need. He knows just what I mean, when I tell him keep it drama free. I know you mad, but so what? I wish you the best of luck, and now I’m about to throw them deuces up.

LAYER 1: ON THE OUTSIDE
Current Location: Home, behind my desk.

Hair Color: Darkest Brown

Righty/Lefty: Lucky Righty

LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE

Your fear: Darkness

Your dream of the perfect date: Being picked up on time, having the door opened and closed for me, dinner date, taken home. (Which unfortunately has never occurred in my love/dating life)

Goals you’d like to achieve: lose weight, money, straight A's.

LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW

Your thoughts first waking up: How do I look??

Your best physical feature: Hair.

Your bed time: Late sleep, lately rise.

Your most missed memory: Carefree days.

LAYER 4: YOUR PICK

Pepsi or Coke: Coke.

McDonald’s or Burger King: McDonald’s (If I had to choose)

Single or Group Dates: Single, and group if it means double dates.

Adidas or Nike: Adidas

Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla

Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino

LAYER 5: DO YOU

Smoke: Never, ever

Drink: Never ever

Take showers: Yes, and bubble baffs!

Have a crush: No! Attn all males: Kill yourselves, or jump off a building, or out a window.

Like school: Narp

Believe in yourself: Very rarely

Believe what goes around comes around: I try to, but due to recent events, no!

Believe everything happens for a reason: Yes

Think you’re a health freak: No haha!

LAYER 6: IN THE PAST MONTH

Gone to the mall: Yes

Been on stage: No

Eaten sushi: No

Been hurt: Yes

Dyed your hair:No

LAYER 7: HAVE YOU EVER

Played a stripping game: Nope

Kissed the same sex: No

Got beaten up: No

Changed who you were to fit in: No.

LAYER 8: GETTING OLD

Age you’re hoping to be married by: 22/3.

Number of kids you’re planning on having: 2, 3 maybe?

LAYER 9: IN A GIRL/GUY

Best eye colour: Hazel or green

Hair colour: Dark.

Short or long hair:doesn't matter

Looks or personality: I'd rather have somebody who's personality is great but I also want someone who looks good

Fun or serious: Got to have both qualities, even balance of both.

LAYER 10: WHAT WERE YOU DOING

1 MINUTE AGO: Tumblr’n

1 HOUR AGO: Tumblr’n

1 WEEK AGO: Watching television

1 YEAR AGO: Having a great time with my family.

LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCE

I feel: good.

I hate: I don’t hate, I loathe or dislike.

I hide: nothing from noone. I’m real with everyone.

I need: money.

I love: my mum and dad.

LAYER 12: FAVORITES

Singer: Robin Thicke

Colour: Pink

Food: Everything that mum cooks.

Things to do: Sleep, stay in, socialize.

LAYER 13: RANDOM

How long have you known your best friend?: 1 year.

When’s the last time you kissed someone?: Yesterday, Mum

What are you excited for?: New year and my birthday.

Do you have any saved texts on your phone?: I don't have a phone!

You are now saved in my phone under ‘Piece of shit’, ha

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Life is so very fragile. We are all vulnerable. And we will all at some point in our lives, fall. We will all fall. We must carry this in our hearts. That what we have is special.

FNL

My mum always taught me that if I didn’t have anything nice to say, don’t say anything at all. Well, that would explain why you haven’t heard from me in a while.

People like to believe that a New Year will automatically bring changes to their lives.

A new year won’t miraculously bring in changes if we don’t change ourselves. As adorable as the “Dear 2011” letters are, it’s just a year like any previous year. It’s going to be 365 days full of ups and downs, joy and tears, successes and failures. It won’t be anything special unless you work to make life better. Forget astrology, luck, and all that; if you want to have a great 2011, start working towards that today. It’s all in your own two hands.

thoughts, feelings, life. oh no! this ain't paradise.

According to Greek mythology, humans were originally created with 4 arms, 4 legs and a head with two faces. Fearing their power, Zeus split them into two separate parts, condemning them to spend their lives in search of their other halves.

Plato Symposium

For starters I love love love cake shows, or any dessert/baking show on the food network. After watching some shows & finding this picture, I just remembered that I couldn’t wait to go cake-tasting for my future wedding cake. I am pretty sure I have mentioned before, that I am super against the traditional wedding, I for one do not want an all white wedding dress, nor a white cake. I want a red cake. Recently after seeing the latest Harry Potter movie, I fell in love with Fleur’s wedding dress, white & black. I don’t believe in the whole traditional thing, it’s YOUR wedding, why have a wedding that won’t stand out and people will forget?

I'm the girl who has a vagina and wears a bra and has a face and I don't give a fuck because I'm so damn unique. Like, I wear sweats and shit. That's how unique I am.

The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman is seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart. True beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul. It’s the caring that she lovingly gives, the passion that she shows.

Audrey Hepburn

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My personality:

    * i’m loud.

    * i’m obnoxious.

    * i’m sarcastic.

    * i’m cocky.

    * i cry easily.

    * i have a bad temper.

    * for the most part i don’t like people.

    * i’m easy to get along with.

    * i have more enemies than friends.

    * i’ve smoked.

    * i’ve smoked weed.

    * i drink coffee. 

    * i clean my room daily. 

My appearance:

    * i wear make up.

    * i wear a piece of jewelry everyday. 

    * i wear contacts. 

    * i wear glasses. 

    * i have braces.

    * i change my hair color often

    * i straighten my hair everyday.

    * i have an earring pierced

Relationships:

    * i’m in a relationship right now.

    * i’m single.

    * i’m crushin’. 

    * i’m in strong like.

    * i’m always scared of being hurt.

    * an ex has physically abused me at least once.

    * i’ve told someone i loved them when i didn’t.

    * i’ve told someone i didn’t love them when i did. 

    * i’ve been in love with someone more then two times.

    * i believe in love at first sight.

    * i believe lust is more important than love.

Friendships:

    * i have a bestfriend.

    * i have at least ten friends. 

    * i’ve beaten up a friend Play fight

    * i’ve been in a serious fight with my friend.

    * i can trust at least five people with my life.

Experiences:

    * i’ve been on a plane

    * i’ve been on a train.

    * someone close to me has died. 

    * i’ve taken a taxi.

    * i’ve taken a city bus.

    * i’ve taken a bus to school

    * i’ve gone bungee jumping.

    * i’ve made a speech.

    * i’ve been in some sort of club.

    * i’ve won an award.

    * i’ve been on a computer 24/7 straight.

    * i’ve been in a physical fight

Music:

    * i listen to r&b.

    * i listen to country music.

    * i listen to pop.

    * i listen to techno.

    * i listen to rock.

    * i’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until i hate it.

    * i hate the radio.

    * i download music.

    * i buy cd’s.

Television:

    * i spend at least six hours a day watching television.

    * i watch soap operas daily.

    * i’m in love with days of our lives.

    * i’ve seen and liked the o.c. 

    * i’ve seen and liked one tree hill.

    * i’ve see and liked Americas next top model.

    * i’ve seen and like popular.

    * i’ve seen and like 24.

    * i’ve seen and liked csi.

    * i’ve seen and like everwood.

Family life:

    * i get along with both of my parents.

    * my biological parents are still together.

    * i have at least one brother.

    * i have at least one sister.

    * i have at least one step brother/sister.

    * i’ve ran away from my home.

    * i’ve sworn at my parents.

    * i’ve made my parents cry.

    * i’ve lied to my parents.

    * i’ve lied to my parents about where i am.

    * i’ve lied to my parents about what i’m doing.

    * i’ve lied to my parents so i’d be allowed out.

    * i’ve walked out when i’ve been grounded.

Hair:

    * i’ve been brown.

    * i’ve had streaks.

    * i’ve cut my hair in the past year.

    * i’ve dyed my hair in the past year.

    * i’ve been blonde. 

    * i’ve been red.

    * i’ve been light brown.

    * i’ve been medium brown.

    * i’ve been blue/green.

    * i’ve gotten my hair thinned.

    * i use conditioner.

    * i’ve used silk therapy.

    * i’ve used hot oil treatments.

    * i’ve curled my hair.

    * i’ve straightened my hair.

    * i’ve ironed my hair.

    * i’ve braided my hair.

School:

    * i’ve yelled at a teacher.

    * i’ve been suspended.

    * i’ve had an in-school suspension.

    * i’ve been sent to the principals office.

    * i’ve walked out of class.

    * i’ve skipped a whole entire day of school.

    * i’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class.

    * i’ve failed a test.

    * i’ve cheated on a test.

    * i’ve helped someone else cheat on a test.

    * a teacher has called my parents