Touch me again and I’ll stab you in the face with a screwdriver.
So, give me your best fucking shot. This is what you made it.

Nothing personal, it was just a quick fling.
But, now I’m back to me.

♡♡♡
Some days are so bad. Some days I can’t bare. Some days I can’t even produce strength to open my eyes, to face my reality. Being awake, being conscious is like being completely exposed, having any comfort you may have had stripped from you. Days without him eat away at me like vultures to a carcass. Days spent with him, I’m not hollow, I don’t disintegrate. He is the only one who can substitute for the comfort that is rid from me each time I open my eyes. He is my solution, my antidote. I found my cure.

Don’t expect. People always expect.
I’m expected of. I’m expected to wait. I’m expected to stay. I’m expect to be.
Fuck your expectations of me. Fuck having you in my life. Fuck you.

Where you go, I go.

Beauty is nothing if you have a rotten attitude and personality. Its like a book with a good cover but with senseless story.

You could have yourself a good girl, and still be addicted to them hood rats.
Sucker.

Life is your only friend, one day you’ll understand.

Micheal Stevenson

Take chances, take a lot of them. Because honestly, no matter where you end up and with whom, it always ends up just the way it should be. Your mistakes make you who you are. You learn and grow with each choice you make. Everything is worth it. Say how you feel, always. Be you, and be okay with it.

I fell in love with you because of a million tiny things you never knew you were doing

What makes me any different?

The prettiest girls write on your facebook wall daily. Girls obsess over you. Probably half the girls at your school want to be with you. They’re probably way  cooler & more “beautiful” than I could ever be. Why do you call me babe all the time and treat me like I’m special if there’s a million girls out there just like me or better. I’m jealous of all the lucky whores that get to see you everyday at school. You can do way better than me, and you probably will.

He is home, my home.

Hey! Don’t get hit by a bus… or do, whatever.

Somebody dying under the MRI. 
This is actually pretty cool because before you die, your brain releases tons and tons of endorphins that make you feel a range of emotions. This is why when people die, they see things like “a light” and they feel so euphoric.

Jamie saved my life. She taught me everything. About life, hope and the long journey ahead. I’ll always miss her. But our love is like the wind. I can’t see it, but I can feel it.

Landon Carter from A Walk To Remember

Mijn verjaardagscadeautjes die ik heb gekregen van de allerliefste mama, papa en zussen

JANUARY=PIMP
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. 
Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them MFE.

FEBRUARY=THUG 
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. Resend this in 5 min. and you will talk to someone new and realize that you are a perfect match. ♥

MARCH=GORGEOUS 
Drop dead gorgeous!!! Attractive personality. Very sexy!!. Affectionate & Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Chatterbox! Loves to talk alot! Loves to get their way! . Unbelievable kisser! Easily angered. Very stubborn in the most way possible! Loves to get noticed! Willing to take risks for others. Makes good choices. Has a great fashion sense! Maybe a little too popular with others . Outgoing and crazy at times! Intelligent. Can sometimes be a heartbreaker! Can love as much as  possible! Hates insults. Loves compliments! A very big flirt!and quiet the charmer. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. The best in bed out of the other 11 months!! Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.likes to keep theyre crushes kinda secret.pretty much flawless If you repost this in the next 5 mins, you will meet your new love in 8 days.

APRIL=SEXY
Suave and compromising.. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling. Systematic.. Hot but has brains. If you repost this in 5 mins, a cutie that’s caught your eye will introduce themselves and you will realize at
you are very much alike in the next 2 days.

MAY=LOVER 
Hella sexy, loves sex n making luv, tends to be SOOOOO hott!! Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand. if you do not repost this in the next 5 mins. someone very close to you will become mad at you in the next 8 days.

JUNE =FINEASS 
Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takesrep pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost someway in the next 12 day

JULY=GANGSTA 
You’ve got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have a very attractive partner, a wicked hottie. Like somebody with a  JUNE brithday. It is also more likely than that you have a massive record collection. When it comes to films, you know how to pick them and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you’ve got the looks for it!!! IN the next 6 days you will meet someone that may possibly become one of your closest friends, if you repost this in 5 minutes.

AUGUST=ATTITUDE 
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. self control. kind hearted. Self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an “every thing’s peachy” attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of “that someone”. longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by “no pain no gain” caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. “charming” or “beautiful” to everyone. stubborn. curious.. independent. strong willed. a fighter. repost in 5 mins and you will meet the love of your life sometime next month. 

SEPTEMBER=PIMP 
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Great in bed. Inner and physical beauty. Doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. A meaningful love life partner. Makes right choices. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Does not harm others. It is all about love and fairness. Easily hurt and hard to recover. Daydreamer and does fullfill. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Knows what to do, to have fun. Unpredictable. Someone to have close to you. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all. If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will kiss the one that you been wanting…

OCTOBER=HOTTIE 
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. Repost in 5 mins & you will excel in a major event coming up sometime this month.

NOVEMBER=SWEETIE 
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck.. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will become close to someone you do not speak to much in the next 4 days.

DECEMBER=BEAUTY 
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited

Why I Don't Think You've Been In Love

So let me just first say that sure, you MAY be the exception-I don’t know what occurred in all of your personal lives, i’m just suggesting that you probably weren’t.

I think a lot of people just want to feel like they’ve been in love for some reason.  I mean, who wouldn’t.  Every girl wants to say they’ve been in love and fit into that romanticized version that they think there life is.  At least on some level, that statement rings true.  It’s almost become a fad of sorts.

In addition, it seems that the majority of people i’ve talked to has been in love.???.  Really?  Just statistically speaking its impossible for such a large number of people to have experienced true love before the age of 20.  That just simply isn’t possible.  Here’s what I think you had.

You found someone of reasonable attractiveness to yourself, started a relationship that wasn’t all too hard to start (sure there may have been drama, but there was no actual hardship-actual hardship=break up) or continue.  You both were similar on some relative scale (same social group, political views, uniqueness to your group, w/e).  So here ya are.  You have a great thing going on, you have hormones raging, you want to feel like you’ve been in love.  Then x,y, and z happens and you break up.  And you get older, to say 20 or whatever age where you are now a mature adult.  When you reflect on those memories of that relationship, you’re remembering the emotions you had-the so-called love.  Can it really be said to have been love if it was governed by hormones and outrageous emotions?  Can it really be said to have been love if it ended?  Sure you may give reasons that can certainly be said to have been too big of a crutch to continue the relationship, but at that point-why say you were in love?  You had a strong relationship and liked someone a lot.  But it was far from love.  The type that you find in people who have been married for 50 years and suffered through the absolute worst of times and survived.

It erks me when I hear people say they’ve been in love and they’re not even an adult yet because it just takes so much away from what love actually is.  Few, and I mean a very marginal amount of people can be a teenager and have found love that is analogous to that of a mother and her child, or of an ailing widower-sick from sadness of their partners loss.

Now of course, I don’t expect people to agree with me because apparently when you tell someone they really haven’t been in love, its like one of the most insulting things of all time-which is understandable.  Your damaging their perceived reality of a past friend that they’ve retained meaning for.  It’d be bizarre not to be insulted.  But I’m also aware that people, especially on Tumblr, are able to take a reflective look and be ably to qualitatively and logically determine what they’ve had.  I think if you take a few moments, then you may realize what you had was just a strong emotional attachment to someone in a time where it was not only suitable and preferred, but under the influence of the physical properties that govern teenager-hood.

Its all fine and dandy if you wish to still say what you had was “love” but I feel on some level, love is getting some overkill.  And its being tossed around so much that people are misinterpreting what they have, or once had, as being true love-and its just causing problems.  It makes you do stupid things and make irrational decision “in the name of ‘love’”.

True love should be more meaningful than the definition it receives.  So out of respect for true love out there, at least just reflect, and take into consideration my point of view.  It is not meant to harm or offend, it is simply meant to help true love survive, in a world of so many phonies.


Adam, you know I completely respect you and your opinions, but I think this is highly unfair to say. Who’s to say all the passion and lust and drive doesn’t translate to being in love with somebody? What does it even MEAN to be in love with somebody? True love and being in love are two very different things. Not to mention, there are different types of love, different ways in which we love different people - the way I love my mom is different from the way I love my sister which is different from the way I love my best friend which is immensely different from the way I loved Rich.

Nobody, nobody, nobody can know what goes on in a relationship aside from those two people - no matter how much they hear, no other person can know every detail of the relationship you share with another person - they can’t know every touch, every laugh shared, the memories that make up the relationship - there’s just no way. And to look at a relationship from the outside and judge that based solely off of what you think you see is just absurd!

I don’t know why love has been given this sort of elitist view - like only a few people really know the true secret to love and only a few have experienced it, when there are millions, billions of people who have had their hearts broken. What are you going to tell those people who’ve done ridiculous things in the name of love? They can’t really ALL be delusional, can they? And if they are, who says? What definition of love exists that makes all those people wrong about their feelings?

I get what you’re saying, and I don’t think the word should be thrown around the way it was back in middle school when we dated people within our social circle for about a day and then moved on to the next one and called that ‘love’ - but I think we’re older now and we’re mature enough to understand and make rational decisions, but sometimes love exceeds rationality and makes us do bizarre things. I wouldn’t knowingly put myself into a position where I knew the outcome was inevitable, but sometimes we can’t choose what we feel and who we feel it for…

You kissed me. You killed me.

Where to, miss? / The stars, please.

I’m not saying girls are perfect, we all know that’s not true. But why be unfaithful to her if she was true to you.

Tupac Shakur